Why?

Today people called to wish me "Many Years" :)

But today, all the people were sad.
I felt the bitterness in their voice.
Every phone call ended in a terribly fake "congratulations for finally reaching your dream".

No. I haven't reached my dream yet.
I'm going to Japan.
The journey to reach it continues.
It doesn't stop at the border.

People are feeling sad because they weren't able to become as free as me.
People think I am just lucky.
Too blessed to be part of their sad sad world.

I may be blessed, but I am not lacking problems.
I may have got the chance to achieve my dreams, but I am not lacking hardships.
I may not deserve to be happy, but I am not lacking pain.

I am just greatful for all the problems, harships and pain because they make me stronger.
They make me who I am, they make me want to fight more in order to achieve.
They make me feel like nothing is for free.
And NOTHING IS FOR FREE.

Please, please, pleaaase stop being disappointed of yourself.
Of the life you've got.
The ONLY diference between your mizerable existance and my oh-so-pretty-life is that I was always greatful to be mizerable.
By being greatful to poverty, mud, deaths of loved ones, pain, sickness and so on,
by being thankful for having hardships,
only this way can you move forward. and achieve.

Dare to dream.
Even if your dream means to become a cleaning lady,
become a cleaning lady with dignity!
Love your cleaning.
Love yourself cleaning.
Love the people you clean for.
Love the people who built the things you clean.
Love the people who criticize you for cleaning.
Tell them how stupid they are for not seeing how happy you are while cleaning.

Love is the answer to all the pain you feel.
Not smartness.
Not luck.

Love. And people. And the love for people.

Search the love of those who need it.
Give them your desired love.
They will give it back to you.

Be they people, be they things, be they nature's beings...
Love them. Appreciate them. SEE them for what their purpose really is in your life.

Jesus and Michael Jackson have died for our sins - so they say.
This thing called Religion was created to make people feel gratitude and love.
Don't believe it. Make your own religion.

My Religion is:
 my family,
 my friends,
 my land,
 my world,
 ME.

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Celebrate your birthday every year with great feast!
Because it is a way to be thankful that you were born.
Let people tell you Happy Birthday so they can feel greatful for your birth.
Let yourself be selfish one day a year!
You deserve it.

I am greatful because you are alive and reading this page.
I love you.

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OH MY GOD, just do whatever you feel is true to you.
Don't be afraid to challenge something everyday!

Leave your idiot job if you hate it.
There are MILLIONS of other jobs that you can do.

Leave this country if you feel like it.
But keep your Romanian heart everywhere.
Don't feel sorry for those left behind, they love their current imperfect life...

Yell at the people who make you mad.
But by all means, APOLOGIZE after you do it!!
It's not that hard, you little brat, say "I - AM - SORRY"

Dont be afraid to care, to love, to dedicate your life to something AND LOSE IT afterwards.
The first lesson you learn when you are born is that "change and loss gives birth to better, more beautiful things".

And remember, post it on your car, your fridge, your window, your bed, your pen, your computern, your phone, your dick even:

LIFE IS AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU WANT IT TO BE.


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